And if life isn't like that. I'm gonna move along.
There is not enough time to try accept everything as a destiny's choice. At some point you are able and have all the possible right to quit, to do something that you think you want to do, or just to research thing that you want to research. At some point you are fully equipped with strength, and will to prove that you were right, or you were wrong. Or that you actually have some power. And that moment you just put your guts, cross your fingers and sweat till you get to the goal. That moment you know that you are not giving up on this. And you know you can do it. Crossing things out of the to-do